Well, that's a real story...

I'm giving you another chance to play on our server. But I think you should really try to follow the server rules, most important are:
- Respect other players and admins
- Admins decision is final
- No raging/flaming/whining
- Don't spawn-kill bambies (new players on the server)

And whenever you feel like you are going to rage, just disconnect and come back when you're calm enough...
This happens to all of us at some time, and DayZ is an overwhelming game in some situations.

So you're welcome to whenever you want! And if you have any questions, please ask us!